Another poem this on i just wrote....



Another day to wake up to

Another sleepless night suffered through

Still so tired, exhausted, so worn

To get up and face the day or to toss and turn, i still am torn

I close my eye's and see so many memories

I feel the pain oh so slightly ease

A time where this exhaustion did not plague me

Only to open my eye's and see, that a painless day was not meant to be

I look down on that plate as if it were a game

But food for me is all the same

Just another battle to be fought

A struggle to eat even a little is harder than I ever thought

Things so basic and simple turn into huge challenges I must face

Wishing with all my heart these were not struggles but that is not the case

Two battles that i am trying to fight

And i will fight and win even if it takes all my might

Please my poor worn body, please hold on a little longer

Just keep holding on and try to be a little stronger

I hope that the pain will soon ease

I hope that i have the strength but we shall see

Day by day i feel myself fading away

And day by day I keep holding on, willing myself to stay